I was wondering if anyone is going trick or treating this year. I'm gonna be taking meredith out for a little while. She gonna be a cat and I'm gonna be a ninja like always.

looks like in 5 or 6 months my mom's work might close and if that happens, me and meredith will be moving to california with my mom and stepdad. I'm not happy about it but I have family there; I'm currently doing the child support thing and I'm not sure when it will go in affect but when it does I'll get money for this month as well as next month when it finishes. I feel kinda guilty since jake will probably paying maybe 200 dollars a month.
Some of the money will probably go to my mom to help her pay some of the bills.

-update-

My birthday is this friday and I've asked my family if they were to get me anything for my birthday is to get diapers for my daughter... I'm sooo embarressed to have to ask for diapers for my daughter on my birthday. I feel like a horrible and useless mother to my daughter, I hate myself that I can't get a job to support my 4 month old daughter.

my new bf of 6 days just dumped me because he says he not ready to be in a relationship where theres a kid involved. I'm pissed because now I feel like I'm a complete whore and I feel worthless.I hate myself right now..

finally I have a bf after being single since december 29th, anyways my bf's name is tommy and he is so cute. I'm so excited and I'm kinda in shock that he likes me, at least I won't be single on my b-day..

Well its been a month since jake has seen his daughter or has even called to see how she is doing. So now I've decided to make him pay child support, he has been too busy hanging out with his friends and talking to his g/f. I'm gonna have fun taking child support from him, he is an asshole anyways.