Having the baby on friday overwhelmed me with joy, I can't get enough of her. But because I got a fever while having her, they had to keep us til yesturday which is fine but I'm happy to be home. For the first night home last night was hard for me which I knew it would be of course I cried of course because I had to do it by myself. Tonight as far as I know jake is coming over to visit his daughter which means I get to sleep for an hour and for anyone in town who wants to come see her let me know in a note and we can figure something out.
I'm gonna head back to bed completely exhausted still.

today's my due date and still no baby, she's being stubborn and its killing me. And her kicking seems to be more powerful the past couple days, like she's messing with me that she finds it amuses to kick me from where's she's currently at. But anyways if I don't have the baby by monday I'll be checking into the hospital around 4pm. The usual time it takes for first time moms is 12-14 hours of labor so I'll be there for awhile abously and I have a cell phone now and I'll give it to anyone who needs it. If there interested in checking up on me while I'm in the hosptial or the baby and stuff like that, I'll only plan on using my cell phone for emergnacys

My due date is tomorrow and so far nothing, and if I still haven't gone into labor normally by monday the 26th I'll be heading to the hosptial to be induced. I'm scared that my I'm gonna be having this baby any day. About being alone, at the hosptial sure my mother will be there of course but other than her no one will know that I'll be in the hospital having the baby.

well in about 12 days i'm due, I'm really nervous about her coming. I'm just happy that she'll be coming now than later in summer. Jake will be involved of course he'll come over to my house and watch her tuesdays and thursdays, just so I can get some sleep. But I don't really want our daughter to leave the house because I still need to get my car fixed I have no air conditioning in it. Also my bedroom is finally finished and I have a lock on it so no one can get into my bedroom but me. I like it because my mom can't get in there and bother me or the baby. When the baby is born I'm gonna try and get sole-custdoy of her so then I don't have to worry about jake taking her away from me. But me and jake are getting along just fine right now, he wants to be in his daughters like which makes me happy that he at least cares about her.

This Wednesday I'll be 36 weeks along, I'm happy that this pregnancy is almost over and I can't wait to see my little girl. Everything is going well between me and Jake, he's been letting me come over. I miss being with him of course but all I'm trying to concentrate on the baby. I just can't believe how fast time has flown by, I'm nervous tho about the taking her home and if I'm doing things right. I guess the scared thing is normal, being pregnant is best thing thats ever happened to me. My baby is gonna change me for the better.