Well since last time I got back with allan only for him to leave me on September 10th, distance was a problem for him and he was totally over me (the next day he asked out a girl he liked). Someone who's "Dark" apparently his type is girls with short hair, and emo. I don't understand why he dated me then for 8 months and proposed to me. As of now we're just friends but Im heartbroken and don't plan on dating anyone, but I do plan to go up on my birthday (October 3rd) to get my stuff back and give him his shirt,necklace and his overcoat he gave me (I really liked that overcoat I need to get my own some day, I felt badass in it lol) and maybe the engagement ring if he wants that back too. I feel that he wasted my time and I've been really depressed and need someone to talk to. So I'm going to charge my phone tonight and turn my cell back on tomorrow so if anyone wants to call me my cell phone number is 716-9764 I could really use a friend to hang out with since the past 6 days I've been crying my eyes out.

Well Im still in shock but, my fiance left me because he said that I wasn't worth his time anymore. Guess he wants someone better than me but I hope he finds what he's looking for.

Well I haven't been on as often as I like since my playstation 3 blocks me to view anything on deviantart. But Im using my mom's laptop since I'm doing a couple online classes to do something while I wait to move to Mesa which unfortantely won't be til next year. But I do Intend to get Married in Janurary of next year to my Fiance Allan.

But Anyways I broke my foot on May 31st but didn't go to the hospital til the following day because my family didn't think I broke my foot, I had surgery June 9th to have a screw or whatever put in my foot to force the bone to heal correctly and will be off my foot for 8 weeks and Im scared to walk when I get the cast off because I don't want to break the screw.

Also I want to say happy birthday to Robyn, Happy 22nd birthday. Hope you have fun. I love ya

I've been so busy I forgot to update in awhile so here it is, I'm engaged to a great guy named Allan. I also plan to move to Mesa hopefully by July (its where my fiance lives).

Well jake moved out on November 1st from his mom's house and I just found out that he left town trying to avoid paying child support even though I've been nice enough not to ask him for anything but now that he left town I'm going for child support doesn't matter where he is he's going to pay child support. His attitude has changed so much this past year, he is going to miss watching his daughter grow up but it's his loss.